27.01.2021

As Breakout Sister’s FOOLED BY A SMILE echoed in my headspace, this Wednesday morning, I’d begun to wonder “what is this blog about?” … hardly a “news portal” (unlike my TOYSREVIL-blog), although I do attempt to share my music discoveries and music memories, primarily my default online jukebox of music+songs+artists I liked and might like - which thru the years had served as my own personal “iTunes” whenever I am online, and with watchable videos to boot too! So based on that reality, I needn’t delve that deep into the mechanics and history of it all, don’t I?



A simple find like DREAMCATCHER’s “WONDERLAND” would have just made a simple entry-post, without me spending a decent amount of time online searching for the album details, and to find out how the song had mirrored a music style I adored in LOONA, and thinking of how to word it more carefully than just blurting it out like this…! My curiosity will be the death of my enthusiasm lah… LOL



And by association, I’d want to delve into the CHUU CAN DO IT Initiative (because “LOONA”), without “needing” to mention Jennie’s personal YT-channel (otherwise it might be seen as “unfair” to who I don't know), and on the same token feature the inspiring MISS BACK, while wanting to also delve “back” into QUEENDOM (but have zero interest in KINGDOM) … or maybe I am overthinking everything, because essentially this blog currently runs on an embarrassing low daily hit count, and quite frankly was not the reason why I started the blog for anyways … none too ironically most of my blog I author now lapsing into a more online manifestation of my “personal tastes and likes”, rather than what “others want to read about” … which quite frankly had powered most of my blogs thru the years, actually.

I figured it is the only practical way of keeping myself invested in doing (I am after all have been and is still a literal one man show), seeing it is what I had found interesting, but in so chasing my own self-centric desires, I had not been able to chase the emerging newsry of the day, much less of "readers", much less cpnsider even making any $$$ off my efforts - which in turn would've easily been channelled into funding more music to devour LOL



Even in choosing to write and publish this entry, serves more as a “(online) journal”, as opposed to a “news-worthy-read”, innit? But also realising this blog is at a stage where not necessarily anyone reading this actually gives a poop about what’s going on in my life, nor of the rapidAF hustle-n-bustle of the international music scene! Or maybe I am still blogging to myself, as there is zero feedback or awareness I am catering to now, so it quite literally becomes a online venue for me to post music videos, and that’s that LOL



I've since stopped asking the ether: "Is there anyone else out there who shares my eclectic mixtape styled music-tastes?" (as depressing and non-productive as it is :p), as individual tastes are as differeing as one's life is and will be, as are each and everyone's SOUNDTRACK TO LIFE is different, even though we might find similar songs from the same "music store" LOL

I started this entry without a definite ending in mind, nor any particular message to anyone but for a reminder for myself, of what should be done, to keep this blog going, and just by having them running around inside my brains, is not helping anything, is it? .... But I so do like to share the songs I like and enjoy tho…!



Cheers,
Andy